for a long time i was angry with you
for a long time i was hurt
and maybe i still am,
just a little angry, hurt.
everytime i think about the things you said to me
everytime i think about how you said you loved me
everytime i think about you
it feels like i’m drowning in a fit of rage
that maybe you don’t deserve.
but maybe you do.
which one of us was the monster
in this love turned nightmare?